so you are talking about him, right ?

 i have know idea why

 i write this entry. 

i do not know why so don't ask me. 

i just need you to read, maybe,

 i don't know. you know

 what the old you is die already. 

why ? because look at yourself

. am i too stupid ? why i wrote this ! oh god. 

don't mad at me please,

 dear. 

i just want to share what i feel or i see or i feel, 

did i just write

 the same word ? haha bengong. the old you really die, 

really really die. 

the old you, which one i know is stronger,

 can control her feeling, 

always smile even she got a problem.

 the old you is always manja manja 

and share the problems with me.

 the old you is the wonderful person. did

 you remember ones, when i got problem with my 'him',

 then you told 

me, i will never breakup with him because i love him so much. 

same goes

 to you, dear.

 maybe you lebih cket because you give your 'him' several 

change, right ? there is no different between you and me.

 just my 'him

' change and you 'him', i never know. 

only you can figure it out, right ?

 three years, 

you can face it just like strong girl never give up or strong girl

 is never lose or girl have right to chose or whatever it is (started merepek) ,

 how come xsampay setahun, 

you cant face it. 

do when your heart say 'it the

 best' and do if you feeling say 'yes, you are right !'. 

no one know who is really 

you and who is really me except our self. life is complicated.

it have many

 drama and drama and drama. 

more drama will coming up next, so be prepare 

and be strong. i love you, dear. fight !